Stream of Consciousness

Queen of the World as I know it

23 February 1982
I am a work in progress. I have a Bachelor's in Elem. Ed, but I'm working as a preschool teacher. I'm afraid to be an Elem. school teacher. Or rather, I'm afriad to try. Which is me in a nutshell.

My whole life I've been afraid to go against what is expected or, for lack of a better word, normal for fear of the consequences. I have always wanted to shave my head. Yes, I want to pull a Brittney Spears, but I've never done it because you never know when you'll need to dress up and look your best and there's just something about long hair that screams formality. Also, I hate the process of growing hair long again. I've done it twice and it's a pain. There are many other things I'd like to have done to my hair, but it all boils down to the same result: I didn't do it beacse I'm afraid of the consequences.

Something else you should know about me? I have a husband. He's awesome! He's the best risk I ever took.